25 September 2001
Just re-read my post and it's pretty un-uplifting! Hmm.. I'm going to try and be more positive. It's hard to say which one I am more like: an optimistic realist or a pessimistic idealist... One could argue, of course that realists can't be optimistic and vice versa. But that's me.
Let's see.. what has been good? Certain glances from certain people to jumpstart my heart... friends who give hugs when you need them...my warm bed that smells like "so pink" and sunshine ... that's pretty much it. I ate steak today. Not good! I really need to try harder to be a vegetarian. Okay, I'm starting today. I'll keep everyone posted.
Some days I wish I was taller and gorgeous.
Let's see.. what has been good? Certain glances from certain people to jumpstart my heart... friends who give hugs when you need them...my warm bed that smells like "so pink" and sunshine ... that's pretty much it. I ate steak today. Not good! I really need to try harder to be a vegetarian. Okay, I'm starting today. I'll keep everyone posted.
Some days I wish I was taller and gorgeous.