this is home this is where i go this is my playtime this is the past this is my time
 
20 September 2001

So it turns out our Latin teacher's boyfriend DOESN'T have active duty. What a relief! However, that Tuesday night, me and a friend had a long serious talk about what would happen if war actually did happen. It seems to be a real possibility. What with Bush being a total idiot, I bet all the guys I know will be drafted and probably more than half will die, and then there would be too many girls vs few guys and then I'll never get married! Aaah.

Tennis match got canceled today. Rained.

Omo asked me who Adonis is, and actually, he represents a lot of guys I want but barely know. Some of them I've never even said a word to. Strange, isn't it? What physical appearances can do to you?