this is home this is where i go this is my playtime this is the past this is my time
 
26 October 2001

I'm tired. I want to sit in front of the telly and stare at it. For a long time. Without my parents haranguing me about fricking SATs. All nice and cozy in a blanket. Maybe next to him... I wish. I've practically all but given up on him. Isn't that sad? I used to have these crazy long crushes (longest one was like 3 years), but now I find that I have shorter and shorter crushes. Am I developing CADD (Crush Attention Deficit Disorder)? Sad thought!

God I was a cute baby.

Is Popstars 2 on tonight? Ooh I watched Elimidate yesterday....shit it's on! I gotta run.