09 October 2001
Well, it's October 9th, and I really want my dad to buy me the dvd. Hey, early Christmas present.. anyone? Anyone??
So, these past two days have been pretty good! I talked to him yesterday and today. *sigh* It's still just a possibility though. We have history though. I hope it means something; I hope he doesn't have someone special yet. Please. It's just--I can talk so easily to him and he doesn't seem to look down on me as a ditz or anything like some people do. And I'm really not a ditz! I just act like one around Christina, or just because I don't want to be depressed. It's muchas better being happy. Sounds sappy, but life is so much easier.
Whoo. Makes me want to re-do my layout.
Who knew the guys I hang out with are so anti-swearing? I swore at KB and Brent got on my case. Hey, so I swear a lot. Does that make me a bad person? I guess I really should lighten up on it.
Vegetarianism: Not working. I've started eating meat again. I lasted around two weeks though! I figured that I really need the meat since we live in hick country where there aren't that many choices. As I've said before, if it isn't meat, it's fried or cheese. That's just how it is here. But what I am going to do is just lighten up on the meat. Not eat too much.
Lately my stomach has been hurting a lot around 3 o'clock. I don't know what it is...
So, these past two days have been pretty good! I talked to him yesterday and today. *sigh* It's still just a possibility though. We have history though. I hope it means something; I hope he doesn't have someone special yet. Please. It's just--I can talk so easily to him and he doesn't seem to look down on me as a ditz or anything like some people do. And I'm really not a ditz! I just act like one around Christina, or just because I don't want to be depressed. It's muchas better being happy. Sounds sappy, but life is so much easier.
Whoo. Makes me want to re-do my layout.
Who knew the guys I hang out with are so anti-swearing? I swore at KB and Brent got on my case. Hey, so I swear a lot. Does that make me a bad person? I guess I really should lighten up on it.
Vegetarianism: Not working. I've started eating meat again. I lasted around two weeks though! I figured that I really need the meat since we live in hick country where there aren't that many choices. As I've said before, if it isn't meat, it's fried or cheese. That's just how it is here. But what I am going to do is just lighten up on the meat. Not eat too much.
Lately my stomach has been hurting a lot around 3 o'clock. I don't know what it is...