this is home this is where i go this is my playtime this is the past this is my time
 
03 December 2001

I was just re-reading my colorgenics profile and it's schockingly true! "deep down, you are not at all happy. You feel lonely and you need someone with whom you can "Let your hair down" and share your hopes, dreams and high standards... " < this is particularly true. So's this: "At this time you "need to be needed" and again you "need to need". You have had this feeling for some time now and you are looking for someone who could share a close bond in an atmosphere of shared intimacy. You have that belief that with the right person you could conquer the world." Sigh.