this is home this is where i go this is my playtime this is the past this is my time
 
19 May 2002

Lately I'm confused. I have this situation. I just feel like such a cliche, but now I know what it's like. And it's not helping that people are telling me to go for this. I tend to want to rebel against that, and I can't help it. I'm just afraid of hurting someone I care very much about. Damn.

Happier note: Sex and the City was my past nine hours.