01 June 2002
Damn it, I don't know what to do, but I'm going to go ahead with the plan I made with Ayesha. Something better damn well happen.. I have one month. I really could have done with a few extra years here. Why, why, why am I always in these situations? I just get to know people and then they leave.
Today I went to Ellen's open house. I somewhat talked to R. and realized he's actually pretty nice, contrary to reports I've heard and not at all 'intimidating'. Then again, I don't have a crush on him unlike certain other people. Liking someone really makes it hard to talk to them. At least, that's how I used to feel. Generally now, I'm pretty good about it. I think it's a sign I've matured.
Today I went to Ellen's open house. I somewhat talked to R. and realized he's actually pretty nice, contrary to reports I've heard and not at all 'intimidating'. Then again, I don't have a crush on him unlike certain other people. Liking someone really makes it hard to talk to them. At least, that's how I used to feel. Generally now, I'm pretty good about it. I think it's a sign I've matured.