Whoo, is my mom pissed. But I'm free!

I got an e-mail from Someone Likes You. Hmm.. not funny if it's a joke. Who are you? And besides, the site is being screwy and not letting me register, so I won't be able to let you know if I do indeed like you. Tell me! Secrets don't make friends..

Yesterday was great. Mel, Arney, and I chilled for an inordinate amount of time. We watched three episodes of Sex and the City, Amelie, and Pretty Woman. Arney hadn't seen Pretty Woman before. Sad, sad, sad. It's a classic. I think everything will be all right, despite having massive amounts of homework to do and some more confusion. It will all be all right. Breathe.

God, he smelled so damn good today.

Lately I'm confused. I have this situation. I just feel like such a cliche, but now I know what it's like. And it's not helping that people are telling me to go for this. I tend to want to rebel against that, and I can't help it. I'm just afraid of hurting someone I care very much about. Damn.

Happier note: Sex and the City was my past nine hours.

Right after a storm during the day, when the sky is dark grey and cloudy, everything can be seen in unbelievable clarity. It's beautiful.

Prom was.. okay. I don't know what it is, but lately I've been feeling sick every time I dance too much. Maybe it was the tight dress. Maybe it was the food consumed right before. Anyway, it ended in a complete anti climax. Some people, you just know how they are and you wish you weren't pulled into things.

Sarah, I wish you had gone.

I'm just waiting, waiting for that moment when I receive my next few days's happiness.

I can't see myself with a boyfriend. I prefer eye candy.

He loves foreign films. He has a beautiful back. His smile is Noah Wyle's. Someday it'll happen.

"It could be the ugliest piggy in the world and the parents will still praise it." In that moment, in a dark classroom, I felt like crying. I miss my childhood.

Giving up potatoes until July 16th. Happiness is the attainable goals (ref. Bridget Jones's Diary).

Memento & Snatch are strangely wonderful/confusing.

Simplicity is of the essence. Forecast for the week: confusion, mayhem, stress, and excitement.

All in all, not bad. Mission accomplished. I did spend time on the internet though. I had to, for my mentorship and for reading. But I didn't while I was at home!

I feel much better about everything, including something that had been getting to me lately. It's all in perspective.

Seeing Spider Man tonight. Sweet.