Damn it, every time I log out, I find something else to post!

Katherine has a new layout! Everyone go look at it; it's so pretty and it makes me feel nice and cold.

It is SO HOT. I'm just sitting here and I am sweating.

I am officially in love with Michael Vartan. So what if the age difference is somewhat large? It's worked before.

So, I'm leaving for Rhode Island tomorrow. Don't miss me too much. I'll be gone for three and a half weeks. I'll try to update because I will have computer access.

Saw the greatest episode of Fifth Wheel today. Joe picked Melanie who picked Jack who picked Jane who was also picked by Jason. Jane ended up picking Jason: good choice, though I think you'll end up broken hearted.

Just purchased Sex and the City's 3rd season off Amazon for quite a good price! I love having a credit card; it makes life so easy.

Guess what I really hate? When people send us hosting requests and the page they send us doesn't work! Grr. If you do that, I can guarantee no hosting for you!

Oh yeah! Ayesha highlighted my hair. It now has reddish streaks, tres cool. And pixillated's new layout is done. But not up. I'm a little lazy.

Not much. I should be relaxed, happy, carefree, but I'm not. I miss the way it was. I think you know who you are.

Made a DELICIOUS angel food cake at Supi's last night and strawberry shortcake at Ayesha's Sunday night. Just been baking up a storm here. I spend my days either watching T.V., playing the Sims, or watching DVDs, in an effort to avoid my grandparents. My grandparents mean well, but I most often feel embarassed around them and I don't like feeling embarassed.

I need a change and I'm so glad it's coming a week from now.

Mmm, yeah, it's been a while.

Summer so far? Babysitting, crying, relaxing, tennis. New layout for pixillated is almost here as well. It's pink. :)

E-mail I received:

From: "Heller, Ted"
To: "christine@luverly.org"

Christine:

I see from your website that you read my novel "Funnymen" and liked it.

Thank you very much.

Ted Heller

Archives are up. Whoopee.

You know what is amazing? My moods. Maybe it was the sunny day, maybe it was a confirmed next time, maybe it was the fact that I had no final/did really well on a test today, but I was feeling great! Strange.

I don't know how I can go from being over-the-top with joy to being so down. Hormones, I guess. Or it could be the fact that I didn't get to present the possibility or really talk. I did get some dazzling smiles. Mmm.. I love his smile. But I'm just so tired plus the weather is grey and plus I have SO MUCH WORK to do. I'm just tired of all this.

I just saw an ambulance and fire truck rush by. I've never ever seen any in my neighborhood before.

Possibilities make me blissful. Especially challenging possibilities. God, I hope I have the courage to do this.

New layout.. yippee! I'm going to try out the iframe situation.. we'll see how it works out. Any suggestions? I could do with some as I feel like the blog is looking ooglay compared to the rest of the layout.

Damn it, I don't know what to do, but I'm going to go ahead with the plan I made with Ayesha. Something better damn well happen.. I have one month. I really could have done with a few extra years here. Why, why, why am I always in these situations? I just get to know people and then they leave.

Today I went to Ellen's open house. I somewhat talked to R. and realized he's actually pretty nice, contrary to reports I've heard and not at all 'intimidating'. Then again, I don't have a crush on him unlike certain other people. Liking someone really makes it hard to talk to them. At least, that's how I used to feel. Generally now, I'm pretty good about it. I think it's a sign I've matured.