04 June 2003
Quick note. Oh my freakin gosh. Foot massages are SOOOO amazing.
Watched Miss Universe and UPN's Next Top Model. An hour and a half into my glut-fest of beauty watching, I started to get tired of it. All the Misses competing blended together in my head. But, while had some self-doubting moments, was okay. Danced around in my underwear this morning. Feel pretty dang good.
I agree with Miss J....I'm a lot more content now. No major ups or downs. Just sitting back and enjoying my friends before I have to leave. This last weekend was the first I didn't have any major pissy fits, and I liked not feeling like a total bitch. I now realize that if you're around the right people, you're not going to feel bad, because you won't want the right people to change. And even if you do, they're going to be all too willing to do it for you. Does that make sense?
Gotta jet.
Watched Miss Universe and UPN's Next Top Model. An hour and a half into my glut-fest of beauty watching, I started to get tired of it. All the Misses competing blended together in my head. But, while had some self-doubting moments, was okay. Danced around in my underwear this morning. Feel pretty dang good.
I agree with Miss J....I'm a lot more content now. No major ups or downs. Just sitting back and enjoying my friends before I have to leave. This last weekend was the first I didn't have any major pissy fits, and I liked not feeling like a total bitch. I now realize that if you're around the right people, you're not going to feel bad, because you won't want the right people to change. And even if you do, they're going to be all too willing to do it for you. Does that make sense?
Gotta jet.