It's official: I've started writing again.
Could have happened at a better time, as it rather takes over your life and I've a final paper still to do, but I'm taking it however I can.
I am in semi-despair over my writing ability. Yes, I am writing again, but it is with considerable difficulty. I feel crippled by the wonderful writing I've read, like I must measure up to their standards. I agonize over every word, every line, every paragraph.
But I am writing again. And that's all that matters.