this is home this is where i go this is my playtime this is the past this is my time
 
16 November 2004

This is a little late in posting, but I think it's important.

Iris Chang found dead of self-inflicted gunshot wound.

I remember when I first read The Rape of Nanking, I was positively horrified. I couldn't believe the Japanese government had done something like this, these brutal killings and rapes, without so much as a peep from anyone. I mean, I didn't even know about it until I read this book. For a long time, I hated the Japanese, and was depressed that I couldn't do anything about it.

Eventually I came to realize that countries commit these sorts of atrocities all the time, all over the world. As awful as what they did was, if I continued to hate the Japanese then I would have to hate every country. I still believe what they did was wrong. And I still believe that they need to own up to it (last I heard, there was no mention of it in Japanese textbooks).

It's easy to see why Ms. Chang killed herself if she immersed herself in this sort of gruesome history every day.