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09 January 2005

Lately I've been struggling with certain things that won't be forgotten and put aside. And I was also very angry for a day about something which I don't even know the full story for, so... have I sufficiently confused you yet?

Went skiing on Friday with Rob, Wang, Dino, Connor, Rick, and Carina. That was a terrifying experience for me. If you're reading this, Rick, thanks so much for sticking with me. Well, except for the end where you kind of ditched me, but hey, that's okay. Seriously. I just don't understand how I can go from liking skiing a few years ago to being terrified out of my mind. It just felt so out of control when I went last Friday, like if I wanted to slow down, I'd run into a pole and die. Oh well, I suppose it means I'll just have to go do it more often until I get used to it.

Realized I've seen the same people pretty much every single night I've been home. And now, it's down to just Carina, Laura, Supi, and I with Aaron and Matt. For the next week, I'll finally be hanging out with more girls than guys.

Man, Aaron did a crazy awesome thing--donated his kidney to his father. He moves a little slower now, and I hear he has some intense scars, but other than that, he seems great.

I wish I could hang out with certain people one on one cause big group things suck for reacquainting. I think we're having a SATC night with Cosmos soon, so maybe then..

I should shower. And eat. My tummy's rumbling.

im tired of no one ever commenting on mine, maybe its because i never comment. anyway, thanks for skiing, i really did have a good time, but i had never really been down any black diamonds before, and i really wanted to try them out, so im really sorry that i ditched you.
# posted by Rick : 3:49 AM
 
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