28 April 2005
Stressed out. And feeling regretful.
Things I regret:
1) Everything I procrastinate on
2) Losing touch with some of my HS friends, especially Molly cause we used to be so close.. I really don't know what happened there
3) Not calling the boy (well, this one could still happen)
4) Being lazy
Well, that last one really shouldn't be something I regret. But something I need to work on. But it's hard to work on laziness when you're lazy.
Life update (skip for those who don't want to read about the mediocre day to day):
Got laid off from my job. Or to put it as she put it.. "downsized." Apparently there were too many people working this summer (which is true) and now that we have two full time people, she didn't have the funds to keep on me or Jennifer, especially since I'm going to London in the fall.
Yeah, that really sucked when I heard about it, but I've since learned to see it as a positive thing. When a door closes.. a window opens.. or some shit like that. Anyway, what it means is that I'll have more free time this summer if I don't find another job, which will be nice, cause that's what summer's for, you know?
What else.. yeah, basically REALLY stressed out. It'll ease up once I finish my 5 page paper today (due tomorrow.. I hate myself, esp. since The Decemberists are playing tonight at NYU and I could have gotten a cheap ticket!) and start hard core studying for finals.
Things I regret:
1) Everything I procrastinate on
2) Losing touch with some of my HS friends, especially Molly cause we used to be so close.. I really don't know what happened there
3) Not calling the boy (well, this one could still happen)
4) Being lazy
Well, that last one really shouldn't be something I regret. But something I need to work on. But it's hard to work on laziness when you're lazy.
Life update (skip for those who don't want to read about the mediocre day to day):
Got laid off from my job. Or to put it as she put it.. "downsized." Apparently there were too many people working this summer (which is true) and now that we have two full time people, she didn't have the funds to keep on me or Jennifer, especially since I'm going to London in the fall.
Yeah, that really sucked when I heard about it, but I've since learned to see it as a positive thing. When a door closes.. a window opens.. or some shit like that. Anyway, what it means is that I'll have more free time this summer if I don't find another job, which will be nice, cause that's what summer's for, you know?
What else.. yeah, basically REALLY stressed out. It'll ease up once I finish my 5 page paper today (due tomorrow.. I hate myself, esp. since The Decemberists are playing tonight at NYU and I could have gotten a cheap ticket!) and start hard core studying for finals.