Yesterday I had a pear that tasted like plastic.
I cried this morning.
I still don't know what love means, but I have fallen into it.
I want to run and leave everything behind and be a stranger and smoke cigarettes and speak a foreign language and cook in a tiny apartment in France.
The beauty of things overwhelms me constantly.
I have to bullshit a 6 page paper today.
I am drained and exhausted and I want New York in my hair my clothes my face.
Hold strong.